Bipolar State of Mind

I live in a bipolar state of mind.
Every emotion changing with every minute that passes by;
time determining what I feel.
In a constant state of unpredictable tendencies,
laughing in my unsure face as I struggle.
Never feeling the same sentiment as everyone else in the room,
an indecisive outlook on myself.
I live in a bipolar state of mind.
Where people come and go as often as night turns into day.
One moment praising my existence,
then loathing my every quality the next.
Where the sky turns gray and sounds thunder,
only to present a colorful picture;
I am a rainbow protruding through the dark and dismay.
Where people stress acceptance and respect,
only to let jealousy various negative emotions determine their perceptions of people.
I live in a bipolar state of mind,
but so does everyone around me,
and what's their excuse?