This happened to me many times throughout high school, and it, for lack of a better term, really bummed me out. But eventually, just like everyone else, I found someone who, for some reason, wanted to be seen in public holding my hand. I, as predicted, now devote a massive amount of my time (for example, right now) thinking about, talking to, writing about, and loving this one person, and I am not ashamed of it. Now I am that friend. My friends refuse to speak to me out of annoyance and neglect to invite me out and then proceed to complain about my lack of attendance.. but I will not apologize for or feel guilty for falling in love.. and I know that, while it is hard for me now, one day they will come to understand, just like I did. I take a glance at the dirty looks that people give me in the halls and the mean things they do to me online and then I look at pictures of me smiling, and I think that I ultimately made the right decision, because while everyone else in the world makes me so sad, he makes me so happy. And for all the people who have began hating me since the beginning of my relationship, I hope you all find someone someday who makes you realize how wrong you are.
Wednesday, February 17, 2016
*I often times have to resort back to this in order to restrain myself from rejecting frinds who have acquired a close relationship
A lot of girls, particularly during high school, eventually obtain a significant other and then proceed to cut off the rest of the world while pursuing the relationship. This used to bother me a lot. I would always be the one friend who did not have a boyfriend, after the unfortunate end to my only relationship early on in high school. I didn't mind not having a boyfriend or girlfriend, but I did mind when my friends would stop communicating with me entirely due to a sudden connection with someone else. I would always tell people "I cannot wait until I find someone who makes me want to ditch all my friends" and I meant it. I never made fun of or shamed girls for devoting all their time to one person, because I knew damn well that when I fell in love I would probably do the same.
This happened to me many times throughout high school, and it, for lack of a better term, really bummed me out. But eventually, just like everyone else, I found someone who, for some reason, wanted to be seen in public holding my hand. I, as predicted, now devote a massive amount of my time (for example, right now) thinking about, talking to, writing about, and loving this one person, and I am not ashamed of it. Now I am that friend. My friends refuse to speak to me out of annoyance and neglect to invite me out and then proceed to complain about my lack of attendance.. but I will not apologize for or feel guilty for falling in love.. and I know that, while it is hard for me now, one day they will come to understand, just like I did. I take a glance at the dirty looks that people give me in the halls and the mean things they do to me online and then I look at pictures of me smiling, and I think that I ultimately made the right decision, because while everyone else in the world makes me so sad, he makes me so happy. And for all the people who have began hating me since the beginning of my relationship, I hope you all find someone someday who makes you realize how wrong you are.
This happened to me many times throughout high school, and it, for lack of a better term, really bummed me out. But eventually, just like everyone else, I found someone who, for some reason, wanted to be seen in public holding my hand. I, as predicted, now devote a massive amount of my time (for example, right now) thinking about, talking to, writing about, and loving this one person, and I am not ashamed of it. Now I am that friend. My friends refuse to speak to me out of annoyance and neglect to invite me out and then proceed to complain about my lack of attendance.. but I will not apologize for or feel guilty for falling in love.. and I know that, while it is hard for me now, one day they will come to understand, just like I did. I take a glance at the dirty looks that people give me in the halls and the mean things they do to me online and then I look at pictures of me smiling, and I think that I ultimately made the right decision, because while everyone else in the world makes me so sad, he makes me so happy. And for all the people who have began hating me since the beginning of my relationship, I hope you all find someone someday who makes you realize how wrong you are.
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